The Truth Will Set You Free
OOC: Because of questions…
A lot of you know the drama that caused me to close my Annie Walker account for good. And that broke my heart. Well, my mother of course knows all the things to say to actually make things worse. As do most of our moms at times.
One of her comments said that there a good chance people didn’t believe my own medical history and that is why it was okay to lie. I know it can seem ridiculous because even doctors shake their heads.
But sadly I have never pretended to be anyone I am not. All my medical stories are true. I always say that “I didn’t get the shallow end of the gene pool, I got the genetic mud puddle”. I also have no doubt that there will be spelling errors. I will answer any questions. Hate will be delete but actual questions I will answer.
A bittersweet good-bye…
Annie looked around her apartment. She was leaving everything behind. Her new employer would be sending someone to come clean and destroy all traces later. This was going to be a hard long term undercover mission. There could not be any traces of her old life. And even after the mission was over she would never be fully safe again.
Closing her eyes she took a moment to think of all that has happened to her since she joined the CIA. The good and the bad. Her hand touched the sensitive skin of her hip where there had been repeated treatments to remove her old tattoos. She will be getting new ones to fit her cover tomorrow. She didn’t have the courage to face any of her friends and family. Not when she knew that she would never be able to see the again. She really hoped someday they would forgive her for leaving.
But she knew this was the right thing to do. It was going to be a long road which at the end really could help make the world a safer place. A better place for the children of her friends to grow-up in.
Closing her eyes she felt a tear fall. She had left a letter for Jason but couldn’t find the words for anyone else. Pressing the palm of her hand against the wall.
“Good bye”
Swallowing back more tears she slipped out of the apartment and into the limo. It would whisk her away to the airport. From there she would under go weeks of cosmetic surgery. Soon there would be no traces but memories of Annie Walker.
ooc: Why do I not trust you?
No, you did not do EVERYTHING to clear this up. Does anyone really think I wanted to believe you were lying to me? Does anyone really think I wanted to believe you were the anon the other day? But when several things do not add up there is no other choice but to believe the truth has not been told. At the very least it became very clear I did not mean as much to you as you meant to mean. But I will outline what I found. What things you’ve done that made me suspicious.
Now I want you and everyone to remember this is not a recent friendship. We did not start talking last week. You were the one who joked about marriage. You were the who came up with the idea for the supposed ooc wedding with me. We have been talking to each on Tumblr since Nov. 11.
1) My first real sticking point is the lack of ANY evidence of Jas or her death. Here is what was written about the death of Jas. Nowhere online is there anything about the death of a woman under 30 in the entire state of Ohio the day after Christmas from a car accident with a semi truck. NOTHING. I checked numerous sources. Four other people checked numerous places. NOTHING. That is why I asked for her full name finally on Friday night. When I was given that you said that you weren’t sure you spelled in correctly which seemed odd to me given what this woman meant to you. Doing a google search on her name gets ZERO results. And yes, again I had a couple other people search. They also got zero results. No matter what program they tried. I’m sorry given what I know about the news media today I can not believe that a sad tragic story like the one you wrote about for her was never covered by any newspaper or that an online obituary does not exist.
FYI: Annie Walker will not becoming back.
totallyworksforthesmithsonian:
I will not delete this account. I had a lot of good times on here. Even if it turns out a lot of those times were all a lie. I do not have any real regrets. I really wouldn’t change anything. I am not giving up RP but I am giving up this account. If you wish to RP with me I will mostly be on my Starfire account. Good-bye. And thank you for the great times on here.
Because of the actions and behavior this is the only conclusion I can reach. And it hurts badly. The betrayal. The lies apparently upon lies. Over the last few days the lies have started to fall apart. I tried so badly to hang out to the belief I hadn’t been played. But I am left with no other choice but to believe that is the case.
I gave plenty of chances to fix this “miscommunication”. I gave two simple fixes to do and I would put my doubts to rest. Neither happened. I really am left with no other choice than to believe I was played.
FYI: Annie Walker will not becoming back.
I will not delete this account. I had a lot of good times on here. Even if it turns out a lot of those times were all a lie. I do not have any real regrets. I really wouldn’t change anything. I am not giving up RP but I am giving up this account. If you wish to RP with me I will mostly be on my Starfire account. Good-bye. And thank you for the great times on here.
